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absinthe and laudanum
 
you claim to dream, to dream the answers
you claim to dream and smell it on their lips
half asleep, blurred visions in green
a poisoned dream, wake up sweet prince
 
how long have you?
 
you claim to feel, can you hear my heartbeat?
you claim to feel and being able to see them
where i'm not for real, blurred visions in green
a poisoned feeling, farewell go to hell
 
waiting for the fairy
to give you absolution
heading for the edge
to drag you down
waiting for your visions
to save you from illusions
heading for the abyss
to keep you alive
 
how long have you?
how long have you?
absinthe and laudanum
how long have you?
how long have you...
chased the dragon?
 
what's the dose to save your own life?
how long have you chased the dragon?
stay with me while they are going to die
keep on chasing the dragon
 
[novissima autem illius amara quasi
absinthium et acuta quasi gladius biceps.
but in the end she is as bitter as wormwood,
and as sharp as a two-edged sword.
holy bible: proverbs, chapter 5:4]



birth of the 20th century

below the skin of history are london's veins
these symbols, the mitre, the pentacle star...
no man amongst you is fit to judge
the mighty art that i've wrought
your rituals are empty oaths
 
can't you sense that they course
with energy and meaning
i am that meaning
i am that energy
 
the great architect speaks to me
he is the balance where my deeds are weighed
and judged. history is written, carved in stone,
dried in blood i am the stitch in your heart
 
i shall tell you where we are
we're in the most extreme and utter region
of the human mind
a radiant abyss where we meet
 
can't you sense that they course
with energy and meaning
i am that meaning
i am that energy
 
the great architect speaks to me
he is the balance where my deeds are weighed
and judged. history is written, carved in stone,
dried in blood, i am the stitch in your heart
 
one day, men will look back and say
i gave birth to the 20th century



grapes
 
they're shining red like the dawn
when the sun above is rising
and as daylight brings the light
count the heartbeats in an hour
 
they're glowing red like the sunset
now the sun has drenched in blood
and when the moon above is colliding
shadow turns into fire
 
when night is fading out the lights
whitechapel drowns in darkness
and the juwes are the men
that will not be blamed for nothing
 
when the morning wakes up again
the streets are bright and dirty
wash it off the wall
leave pennies for the ferryman
 
grapes for the unfortunates
feeding the whores of the apocalypse
grapes to seduce the soul
the red right hand of fate
 
they're shining red like the dawn
when the sun above is rising
and as daylight brings the light
count the heartbeats in an hour
 
grapes for the unfortunates
feeding the whores of the apocalypse
grapes to seduce the soul
the red right hand of fate
 
they're shining red like the dawn
when the hand of fate is raised
it is the edge of the blade
before shadow turns into fire
 
grapes for the unfortunates
feeding the whores of the apocalypse
a poison to unleash hell
my raise to heaven’s gate
 
the red right hand of fate




ten bells
 
commercial street leads to dead end
x marks the spot under ten bells
the atmosphere surrounds spitalfields
throws silhouettes in the mind of those
who live here 
 
in the shadow of christ church you can hear
 
next to hawksmoor, at number eighty-four
stand outside the entrance and close the door
kneel and kiss the footsteps of mary jane kelly
angels were crying when the devil caught
dark annie
 
in the shadow of christ church you can hear
 
polly was the first, stride and eddowes had to
follow. fate chose them well, showed no sorrow
and the night he took over in london, east end
the world forever changed in fall eighteen
eighty-eight
 
in the shadow of christ church you can hear
and in the shadow of christ church you still
can hear... ten bells are ringing
 
ten bells, hear them ring
call them victims, call it sin
cut your voice, relief is what i bring
where you end is where i begin
 
ten bells, hear them sing
call them victims, call it sin
cut your voice and play the strings
where you end is where i begin



dear boss


dear boss,
i keep on hearing the police have caught me
but they won't fix me just yet. i have laughed
when they look so clever and talk about being
on the right track. that joke about leather apron
gave me real fits. i am down on whores and i
shant quit ripping them till i do get buckled.
grand work the last job was. i gave the lady no
time to squeal. how can they catch me now.
i love my work and want to start again.

you will soon hear of me with my funny little
games. i saved some of the proper red stuff in a
ginger beer bottle over the last job to write with
but it went thick like glue and i cant use it. red
ink is fit enough i hope ha. ha. the next job i do
i shall clip the ladys ears off and send to the
police officers just for jolly wouldn't you. keep
this letter back till I do a bit more work,
then give it out straight.

my knife's so nice and sharp i want to get to
work right away if i get a chance. good luck.
 
how can they catch me now?
how can they catch me now?
how can they catch me now?
 
[transcription of the original letter signed by
"jack the ripper"
received on september 27th,
1888 at the central news agency, london]





the fourth dimension

what's the fourth dimension?
less than a thimble full of iodine divides
human sanity from the insane
 
what's the fourth dimension?
time is cyclical, events return
again and again mutating as they reoccur
 
what's the fourth dimension?
a coexistence of everything we know
change and changeability but not meant for us
 
did you say something?
or did you just make a little noise?
did you feel something?
or have you just listened to the echoes?
 
what's the fourth dimension?
find jubela, jubelo and jubelum
give me a place where only i can go
 
what's the fourth dimension?
only the lord and i shall know
and his name will be jahbulon
 
his name is jahbulon...
 
did you say something?
or did you just make a little noise?
did you feel something?
or have you just listened to the echoes?
 
what's the fourth dimension?
a movement
what's the fourth dimension?
out of the dark
what's the fourth dimension?
into shining light
     
the fourth dimension
can you hear the echoes?
 
[inspired by "what's the fourth dimension?"
by charles howard hinton, 1880]



leather apron


drown yourself in a lake
take the ship to the states
write a letter, be someone else
hire a coachman and go out late
 
look like a surgeon or a patient
a noble man who robs a beggar
be a butcher maybe a jew
it could be me it could be you...
 
strike them down and hide again
you won't be forgotten
stay right there or loose yourself
you will be the scapegoat
 
strike them down and hide again
you won't be forgotten
stay right there or loose yourself
they call you leather apron
 
lick the last drop of the cheap gin
read the holy book and live in sin
like a sailor who's looking for joy
a decent loyal to the royals
 
a freemason committing revenge
innocent or the ripper himself
be the law telling the truth
it could be me it could be you...
 
pizer, chapman, kosminski, druitt,
prince albert, gull, sickert, tumblety,
thompson, ostrog, cream, barnett,
deeming, carroll, the lodger...
i am jack the ripper




from hell


your days were born in fire and in blood
oh, how time will make the same out of us
one day we'll become just curiosities
of our lost epoch in this weak world we live
 
remembered for evil of a past century
misunderstood, but you'll appear virtuously
your own flesh is meaningless to you
i seem to scare you but i'm scared by you too
 
i've come to take the pain away, my love
to give direction and bring relief, my love
chosen to bring salvation, my love
i've come to take away the hurt, my love
to show you the way out of hell, my love
can't you see i'm your savior? my love
 
i took you out of time into security
and the legend will connect us for all eternity
 
i've come to take the pain away, my love
to give direction and bring relief, my love
chosen to bring salvation, my love
i've come to take away the hurt, my love
to show you the way out of hell, my love
can't you see i'm your savior? my love



merrick


what gave the world to you?
lie down and fall asleep
there is a better place to go
you’re a creation of god


deformed
what gave the world to you?
lost soul
lie down and fall asleep
side show
there is a better place to go
mourn

you're a creation of god
and all his makings are wondrous
none more so than yourself
there is a better place to go
you’re a creation of god

to be remembered forever
they call you elephant man
what gave the world to you?
lie down and fall asleep

what gave the world to you? 
 
[in memoriam joseph carey merrick,
1862-1890. rest in peace]





buck's row


the devil goes around
stay inside, don't leave the house
the devil's watching you
he knows where he's heading to
 
the devil goes around
be quiet, don't try to make a sound
the devil's after you
august thirty-one, 0 three fourty-two
 
the devil goes around
down on the ground, she'll be found
the devil's calling you
a woman's body, age fourty-two
 
buck's row
hanbury street
berner street
mitre square
miller's court
george yard
maybe, maybe not...




a violet from mother's grave


...but while life does remain in memoriam,
i'll retain, this small violet i pluck'd from
mother's grave.
 
only a violet i pluck'd when but a boy,
and oft'times when i'm sad at heart this
flower has giv'n me joy;
so while life
does remain in memoriam i'll retain,
this small violet i puck'd from mother's grave.


[written and composed by william h. fox, 1881.
mary kelly was overheard singing that song on
the night of her death, november 9, 1888]




miller's court


water
will of necessity flow downhill,
thwarting all our best efforts
that it should be otherwise
 
in order
that water might rise despite itself,
it must first be transmuted
into steam
 
the heart
notoriously difficult to burn
it must be touched by the purifying
of fire
 
the cold stone sips its offering
steam lifts from off the blood
into chill air, and i am rising
i am rising
 
there you are, lying
in the middle of the bed
one breast under your head
 
there you were lying
with crippled wings - dead
it was then that i noticed some
crimson blotches on my hand
 
the heart
notoriously difficult to burn
it must be touched by the purifying
of fire
 
the cold stone sips its offering
steam lifts from off the blood
into chill air, and i am rising
i am rising
 
there you are, lying
in the middle of the bed
one breast under your head
 
there you were lying
with crippled wings - dead
it was then that i noticed some
crimson blotches on my hand
 
there she was lying
the final arwork i've achieved
now there's only descent
would that i had died there






all words
by philip noirjean


[except "dear boss" and
"a violet from mother's grave"]

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